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[Sep. 23rd, 2006|10:58 pm] |
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| | Andrea Boticelli | ] |
heheh
that's soo me. |
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| SICK! |
[Sep. 12th, 2006|09:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  exhausted of college | ] |
| [ | groove of the post |
| | More Than Anyone - Gavin Degraw | ] |
I'm so SICK of college applications. I'm at that point (yes, i just reached it) where I want to get my acceptance letter to marymount. I've been enjoying this year soooo much, and I've been so worried with colleges that I haven't fully appriciated my LAST year in a ISD school!!!! And I'm ready for it to happen!
Let's do this! I'm a cashew! |
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| crazy |
[Sep. 11th, 2006|11:38 pm] |
| [ | groove of the post |
| | 1000 years - sting | ] |
Create 5 Playlists of at least five to ten songs for a different occasion
1. The Phoebe and Jamil CD (ps- I dub Ben Harper as your official relationship singer)
- Shook Me All Night Long - ACDC
- What I Like About You - Lilix
- You and Both - Jason Mraz
- What I Difference My D Jamie Cullum
- Say You Will - Fleetwood Mac
- BEN HARPER - When She Believes, She's Only Happy in the Sun, Forever, You Look Like Gold, I Shall Not Walk Alone, Waiting on an Angel
- Garbage - I'm Only Happy When It Rains (ok, i just think you'll like this song)
- Love You Madly - Cake
2. Rave/Party Mix
- Over 'fore it Started - The Caesars
- Oh La La - Goldfrapp
- Feel Good Inc - Gorillaz
- Song for the Dumped - Five for fighting
- Dance Dance or 7 Minutes in Heaven- Fall Out Boy
- I'm Blue - Eiffel 65 (the techno version kicks butt)
- I Write Sins Not Tragedies - Panic! At the Disco
3. Wacky Friends who like to jump around
- The Man Who Came to Stay - Babyshambles
- Bohemian Rhapsody/ Killer Queen - Queen
- Upside Down - Jack Johnson
- Red Light Indicates that Doors Are Secure - Artic Monkies
- OLE! - Bouncing Souls (yes, this would be the soccer anthem)
- Trains to Brazil - Guillemots
- All American Girl - Train
4. Songs at the wedding I'll probably never have! Yay!
- Brown Eyed Girl (duh, father daught dance)
- I'll Melt With You - Jason Mraz version
- I Get A Kick Out of You - Jamie Cullum
- Turn Your Lights On - Santana
- Crazy - Gnarles Barkley
- Say You Will / Little Lies - Fleetwood Mac
- When She Believes - Ben Harper (my wedding song)
5. Songs that inspired some of my writing...
- Friends - Gavin DeGraw (underworld fic)
- Meant to Live - Switchfoot (other underworld fic... har har)
- Lulluby - Creed (aimee/quinn)
- Save Me - Remy Zero (superman fic HAHA... ok, smallville joke)
- Whenever, Wherever - Shakira (superman fic)
- Over My Head - LIT (Noel/ Theo)
- Always On My Mind - Phantom Planet (unwritten, but gave me a good idea)
yeah, ok I have four. deal with it. |
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| 9.11.2001 |
[Sep. 11th, 2006|11:05 pm] |
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| |  chipper | ] |
| [ | groove of the post |
| | Iris - Goo Goo Dolls | ] |
First off, let me tell you this. I'm from New York and I empathize the pain that people went through on that day. I hate (and there's not many people that I hate) the people behind the attacks. I know they will get what they deserve.
However, I don't understand the reason behind five hour specials of 9/11. We all know what happened. If not, there are over a dozen books and web articles clearly explaining the happenings of that day. I'm no liberal and I'm not a complete Bush basher, but Bush just wants to be in a good light. He's using this oppertunity to shine a light on ONE of the FEW things he did right in his presidency.
Another thing, I don't understand why people get so much more hyped up about it than they should. This was FIVE years ago. America has moved on (not forgotten) and we have pushed past difficulties that not many countries can talk about. Let this day be for the ones who lost a parent, a child, a friend. This is a day for them. And them only. It is sad and it hurts, but my father was not in that burning building, and my brother was not caught in the smoke. I've seen people today wear that red, white, and blue ribbon and talk about it like they were there, but then two seconds later they start on about their shopping spree last weekend. Let this day be remembered as the day America learned. We learned. We made a mistake, but we learned from it, and we are stronger because of it. So, don't grieve for people you never knew. Rejoyce for the lessons taught and for the people who did lose someone. Give them a helping hand, not tears. Because, hell, we all need a smile once in a while. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 7th, 2006|10:25 pm] |
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| |  pensive | ] |
| [ | groove of the post |
| | these are the days - jamie cullum | ] |
was anyone interested in seeing jamie cullum in concert. he's really cheap... like 40 bucks. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 3rd, 2006|09:21 pm] |
Introducing the new Bio-Optic Organized Knowledge device,
trade named: B O O K
BOOK is a revolutionary breakthrough in technology: no
wires, no electric circuits, no batteries, nothing to be
connected or switched on. It's so easy to use, even a child can operate
it.
Compact and portable, it can be used anywhere -- even
sitting in an armchair by the fire -- yet it is powerful
enough to hold as much information as a CD-ROM disc.
Here's how it works:
BOOK is constructed of sequentially numbered sheets of paper
(recyclable), each capable of holding thousands of bits of information.
The pages are locked together with a custom-fit device called a binder,
which keeps the sheets in their correct sequence.
Opaque Paper Technology (OPT) allows manufacturers to use both sides of
the sheet, doubling the information density and cutting costs. Experts
are divided on the prospects for further increases in information
density; for now, BOOKs with more information simply use more pages.
Each sheet is scanned optically, registering information
directly into your brain. A flick of the finger takes you to
the next sheet. BOOK may be taken up at any time and used merely by
opening it.
Unlike other display devices, BOOK never crashes or requires rebooting,
and it can even be dropped on the floor or stepped on without damage.
However, it can become unusable if immersed in water for a significant
period of time. The "browse" feature allows you to move instantly to any
sheet and move forward or backward as you wish.
Many come with an "index" feature, which pinpoints the exact location of
selected information for instant retrieval.
An optional "BOOKmark" accessory allows you to open BOOK to the exact
place you left it in a previous session -- even if the BOOK has been
closed. BOOKmarks fit universal design standards; thus, a single
BOOKmark can be used in BOOKs by various manufacturers. Conversely,
numerous BOOKmarkers can be used in a single BOOK if the user wants to
store numerous views at once. The number is limited only by the number
of pages in the BOOK.
You can also make personal notes next to BOOK text entries with an
optional programming tool, the Portable Erasable Nib Cryptic
Intercommunication Language Stylus (PENCILS).
Portable, durable, and affordable, BOOK is being hailed as a precursor
of a new entertainment wave. Also, BOOK's appeal seems so certain that
thousands of content creators have committed to the platform andinvestors are reportedly flocking. Look for a flood of new titles |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 31st, 2006|08:25 pm] |
So, audrey, I'm never going to make fun of your emo-ness again. I know what it really feels like to be depressed. Hurt. Angry. Jealous. Two years ago, I thought I knew what that meant. I thought I had the best friends in the world, just maybe I had too much expectations.
Now I know. I don't have high expectations. I have bad friends. Or lazy friends. Or lying friends. Or uncaring friends. My mom always said I knew how to pick 'em. I don't think she meant this, but it applies. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 31st, 2006|07:29 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  angry | ] |
| [ | groove of the post |
| | RHCP - Stadium Arcadium | ] |
Open media player or itunes, whatever you use. Set it on shuffle and then post a line from each song (25 total).
1- Standing in the sunlight laughing, Hiding behind a rainbow's wall
2- I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
3- She wears a plastic crown like cinderella, And roller skates in bed
4- They wanna try and build me up So they can tear me down
5- And I was in love with things I tried to make you believe I was
6- They said it changes when the sun goes down
7- You took me for everything that I had, And kicked me out on my own
8- Theres every good reason for letting you go
9- You make me completely miserable
10- Over the ramparts you tossed the scent of your skin and some foreign flowers
11- Hide in the hiding place where no one ever goes.
12- If you're lonely, You know I'm here waiting for you
13- The rain came down in buckets submerging good and bad alike waist deep in water you start grabbing at things
14- I ain't gonna do what I don't want to
15- She's so high above me, she's so lovely, she's so high, like cleopatra or joan of arc
16- First with your hands, then with your mouth, A downpour of sweat, damp cotton clouds
17- You're always dancing down the street...dancing 'neath the starry skies
18- Backbeat the word was on the street, That the fire in your heart is out
19- Never caught my breath, Every second I'm without you I'm a mess
20- The colors have built up in my mind, They're bleeding through my heart, And nobody knows that they exist
21- Tomorrows an illusion, Yesterdays a dream, Today is a solution , But you've got to let it be
22- I say...when I smile I'm a really smile, I got dreams so wide like a country mile
23- Let's get fucked up and die
24- People... Don't 'Chu Worry 'Bout Me, Evil... Gone Get Worried 'Bout Me
25- Deep beneath the cover of another perfect wonder where it's so white as snow |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 29th, 2006|08:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | groove of the post |
| | Gnarles Barkley - Crazy | ] |
1. First name? elisa
2. Were you named after anyone? Well, no. But the spelling of my name was after my mom's genocologist (sp?)
3. When did you last cry? Yesterday. My dad and I had a good heart to heart. It was a breaking boundries type of conversation.
4 Do you like your handwritting? Yes, even though it changes on me from time to time.
5. What is your favorite lunchmeat? Turkey or chicken. Depends on how it's prepared.
6. If you were another person would you be friends with you? Of course, I'm like the shit.
7. Do you have a journal? Unless you count livejournal, no.
8. Do you still have your tonsils? Hm. It's either me or my brother who has them out. I think it's me, but then again, it wasn't of big importance.
9. Would you bungee jump? Over water and with someone holding me. Yes.
10. What is your favorite cereal? I LOVE CEREAL! Honey Nut Cheerios, Raisin Bran, and Trix if I'm feeling sugary...
11. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? Hm, can't remember the last time i did.
12. Do you think you are strong? Mentally, physically, psychologically, emotionally. Yes. I'm like a freakin' 1700s british navy.
13. What if your favorite icecream flavour? B and J's Phish Food, Mint Chocolate Chip, and Cinnanmin
14. Shoe size? 8 1/2-9 1/2.... it's confusing.
15. Red or pink? Red.
16. What is the least favourite thing about yourself? I'm really ADD sometimes and I'm not so much book-smart. Oh, and, duh, my stomach.
17. Who do you miss the most? I miss the idea of family. And sometimes the idea of close friends. I wish some people could just read minds.
18. Do you want everyone to send this back to you? Whatever floats your boat.
19. What color pants and shoes are you wearing? No shoes (living the laid back life) and I'm wearing grey sweats.
20. Last thing you ate? Chicken and Caesar Salad and Pita Bread with Humus.
21. What are you listening to right now? I'm watching Serenity, but I was listening to Gnarles Barkley earlier.
22. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Macoroni and Cheese because it's so obscure and funny. Or Cerulean. That's my favorite color.
23. Favourite smell? Coffee, popcorn, and my grandma's cooking.
24. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Phoebe. She reminded me to give her back her books.
25. The first thing you notice about people you are attracted to? Height and hair... I think.
26. Do you like the person who sent this to you? No. I hate audrey.
27. Favourite drink? Water. Or a margarita. Wasn't sure what you were going for in that question.
28. Favourite sport? Basketball-Mavs. Baseball-Yankees. HOCKEY- DEVILS. Football- Giants..... I love sports.
29. Eye colour? uh, brown. i think.
30. Hat size? Hmm. Took the measurements last week in tech, but I don't really care.
31. Do you wear contacts? Yup.
32. Favourite food? Breakfast foods and ethnic foods. Anything un-american.
33. Scary movies or happy endings? I hate uber happy endings and I hate scary movies.
34. What shirt are you wearing? a white tank top with tons of red, yellow, blue, and grey hearts on it. totally adorable.
35. Summer or winter? Snow. Christmas. Thanksgiving. Shopping. My birthday. HELLO?
36. Hugs or kisses? HUGS. But I like a kiss now and then.
37. Favourite dessert? BLACK AND WHITE COOKIES. Real new york cheesecake. Carrot Cake and choco chiop cookies.
38. Who is most likely to respond? I don't really care.
39. Least likely to respond? uh...
40. What books are you reading? Three Musketeers by Alexander Dumas, Pendragon and whatever is coming up in english.
41. On your mouse pad? Laptop.
42. What did you watch last night on TV? Dark Angel, Without A Trace, That 70s Show and The Wedding Date. I was flipping channels and really bored.
43. Favourite sounds? SUPER storms and music with a real voice... soulful (for the most part).
44. Rolling Stones or Beatles? Ouch. Tough one. Beatles.
45. The furthest you've been from home? Italy.
46. What's your special talent? Wouldn't you like to know?
47. When and where were you born? January 8, 1989. Westchester, NY.
48. Who send this to you? Nobody sent it. I stole it. Mwahaha |
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| men... who needs 'em |
[Aug. 21st, 2006|07:24 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | groove of the post |
| | She's So High - Fastball | ] |
1. Men are like .. Laxatives ..... They irritate the crap out of you.
2. Men are like. Bananas ..... The older they get, the less firm they are.
3. Men are like ..... Weather . Nothing can be done to change them.
4. Men are like ...... Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why.
5. Men are like .... Chocolate Bars .. Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips.
6. Men are like .. Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say.
7. Men are like Department Stores ..... Their clothes are always 1/2 off.
8. Men are like .... .Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature.
9. Men are like ..... Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of emotion.
10. Men are like .Popcorn ..... They satisfy you, but only for a little while.
11. Men are like Snowstorms ... You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last.
12. Men are like .......Lava Lamps ... Fun to look at, but not very bright.
13. Men are like Parking Spots . All the good ones are taken, the rest are handicapped. |
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| theif |
[Aug. 21st, 2006|05:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | groove of the post |
| | Sex and Candy - Marcy Playground | ] |
he he he... i'm a thief
Anbody ask me my Top Five anything and I will answer. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 19th, 2006|11:47 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | groove of the post |
| | 311 - Don't Tread On Me | ] |
So, the status report that I didn't write until now.
Friday:
+ Started apps for Marymount, NYU, Baylor, and Boston U.
- UT was being a bitch... or a horn... and wasn't prepared. Badddd UT.
+ Finished my part of the counselor's packet.
+ Actually read for APES
- Need to write essay and give teacher recs.
- Haven't decided if I'm going to apply to Chicago schools or Franklin & Marshall (thanks gillian for pointing that one out to me...)
Today:
+ Sold four passbooks in two hours. (making my total six)
- Still have four to go for ad-design, and four to go for theatre. YAY! *grumble grumble*
- West cards would have been soo much easier to sell....
- Tried to figure out what fourth tier meant... i think i get it, but i'm not so sure... USNews was being vague.
+ Had a some-what bonding moment with my dad
+/- the above was right after he went for coffee with sherri *is emotionally confused*
+++ much happier than I was a few days ago. |
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| Put Your Lights On... |
[Aug. 17th, 2006|07:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | angry | ] |
| [ | groove of the post |
| | put your lights on - santana | ] |
Hey now all you sinners
Put your lights on
put your lights on
Hey now all you lovers
Put you lights on
put your lights on
Hey now all you killers
Put you lights on
put you lights on
Hey now all you children
Leave your lights on
leave you lights on
Because there's a monster living under my bed
Whispering in my ear
There's an angel with a hand on my head
She says I've got
nothing to fear
There's a darkness deep in my soul
I still got a purpose to serve
So let your lights shine,
into my home
God dont let me lose my nerve
Hye now, hey now,
hey now, hey now
Wo-oh hey now, hey now
hey now, hey now
Hye now all you sinners
Put you lights on,
put you lights on
Hey now, all you children
Leave your lights on you better leave your lights on
Because there's a monster living under my bed
Whispering in my ear
There's an angel with a hand on my head
She says I've got
nothing to fear
She says, whooo-ahha hey la la,
you shine like stars
Whoo-aohaha hey la la,
you shine like stars
And fade away |
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| tough love |
[Aug. 17th, 2006|07:26 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my pouffy clean bed | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | aggravated | ] |
| [ | groove of the post |
| | put your lights on - santana | ] |
let me tell you about tough love...
love is tough when...
... you absolutely cannot stand something about someone, but you love them, so you ignore it
... you feel cheated and they have no idea
... you hate this person for all of two hours in your life, but you get over it becuase you do not have petty dramatic problems
... someone doesn't acknoledge you, but whatever RIGHT? you love them. And that's all that matters
... glory and fame become them, and it all goes to their head... and you become nothing
love sucks...
how is it I still love??? |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 9th, 2006|10:41 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | groove of the post |
| | Spectrum - Animal Liberation Orchestra | ] |
Pick your top five fandoms, and answer the following questions for each.
1. The first character I first fell in love with:
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now:
3. The character everyone else loves that I don't:
4. The character I love that everyone else hates:
5. The character I used to love but don't any longer:
6. The character I would shag anytime:
7. The character I'd want to be like:
8. The character I'd slap:
9. A pairing that I love:
10. A pairing that I despise:
11. Favorite character:
Stargate SG-1
1. The first character I first fell in love with: JACK!!! I heart intelligence that is behind stupidity!
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: Sam... She's kick butt
3. The character everyone else loves that I don't: Apophis. I know he's the bad guy, but he sucks as a bad guy.
4. The character I love that everyone else hates: hmm... they're all good characters.
5. The character I used to love but don't any longer: General Hammond. His character got boring.
6. The character I would shag anytime: DOCTOR Daniel Jackson.... GAH! he's adorkable.
7. The character I'd want to be like: Hm... Daniel becuase I wanted to be an archaeologist.
8. The character I'd slap: Jack... becuase he won't hook up with Sam until after the part I'm at. And he left the show 9th season. Sucker.
9. A pairing that I love: Jack/Sam
10. A pairing that I despise: Jack/ Daniel. I'm all for the two hot guys, but it's kind of creepy.
11. Favorite character:
Pitch Black/ Chronicles of Riddick
1. The first character I first fell in love with:
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now:
3. The character everyone else loves that I don't:
4. The character I love that everyone else hates:
5. The character I used to love but don't any longer:
6. The character I would shag anytime:
7. The character I'd want to be like:
8. The character I'd slap:
9. A pairing that I love:
10. A pairing that I despise:
11. Favorite character:
Firefly/ Serenity
1. The first character I first fell in love with: Mal. Duh.
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: Simon... he's such an adorkable person...
3. The character everyone else loves that I don't: Shepard Book. He got on my nerves.
4. The character I love that everyone else hates: Jayne, I guess...
5. The character I used to love but don't any longer:
6. The character I would shag anytime: Jayne or Mal. Depends on which mood I'm in.
7. The character I'd want to be like: Hm. I'm already sorta like Kaylee...
8. The character I'd slap: Jayne. For not jumping River's bones.
9. A pairing that I love: Kaylee/ Simon and Jayne/River
10. A pairing that I despise: Mal/ Wash. Some people think any guy/guy works, but they're soooo wrong.
11. Favorite character: Kaylee or Jayne
Grey's Anatomy
1. The first character I first fell in love with: McDreamy
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: Finn and George
3. The character everyone else loves that I don't: McDreamy
4. The character I love that everyone else hates: Alex!!! I heart you!!!
5. The character I used to love but don't any longer: McDreamy
6. The character I would shag anytime: Finn... he loves dogs
7. The character I'd want to be like: Christina
8. The character I'd slap: McDreamy... he didn't tell Meredith that he was married. Yes, it still bugs me.
9. A pairing that I love: Christina/Burke and Alex/Izzy
10. A pairing that I despise: Meredith/ McDreamy and Meredith/George. EW.
11. Favorite character: Christina or George
Harry Potter
1. The first character I first fell in love with: Oliver Wood!
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: Siruis!!!
3. The character everyone else loves that I don't: Dobby. He just got on my nerves.
4. The character I love that everyone else hates: McGonagall or Mad Eye
5. The character I used to love but don't any longer: Hagrid. He's gone mental these past few books.
6. The character I would shag anytime: Viktor Krum baby!
7. The character I'd want to be like: Tonks
8. The character I'd slap: Viktor. For not being mentioned so much more.
9. A pairing that I love: Viktor/ Hermione
10. A pairing that I despise: Harry/ Hermione. URG. Dont' tell me they're meant to be together!
11. Favorite character: Fred and George or Peeves... too much fun! |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 8th, 2006|03:36 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | accomplished | ] |
| [ | groove of the post |
| | 22 Hours of Darkness - The Ike Reilly Assissnation | ] |
on a lighter note......
I got a FaceBoOk!!! I'm tres excited becuase I have 72 pics already... and I need more! MORE I TELL YOU!
ok, so i got a little carried away and I've not been reading. f silas marner and his stupid weaving |
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| my schedule |
[Aug. 8th, 2006|03:32 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | annoyed | ] |
| [ | groove of the post |
| | The Real Thing - Red Hot Chili Peppers | ] |
i thought the subject was appropriate... i don't ever put the subject... which is why i bringing up this subject.
they kind of screwed me over too... what's with them this year?!
00- none
01- ap enviromental science - drake
02- ad design 2 - adams
03- ad design 2 - adams
04- pre cal - nelson
05- english 4 honors - mcollom
06- tech theatre - rich/sykes
07- tech productions - sykes
i really don't want to take 7 classes, but it's either that or no precal and apparently if you don't take precal it's like 'you're going straight to hell do not pass go'
damn. |
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| Who gets killed by bees? |
[Aug. 3rd, 2006|11:13 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | groove of the post |
| | G.Love - Hot Cookin' | ] |
DC was wrong... bees are scary shit.
OSSIAN, Indiana (AP) -- A teenage driver crashed into a hollow tree and stirred up tens of thousands of angry honey bees, creating a swarm that sent her and nine others to the hospital.
"Those bees were mad," said Volunteer Fire Chief Kent Gilbert, who was stung at least 50 times while trying to pull the 16-year-old driver from the wreckage. "I've never seen bees, especially honeybees, attack like that."
Jacqueline Cossairt's SUV slammed into the tree Tuesday after she lost control on a gravel road about 10 miles south of Fort Wayne.
By the time rescuers arrived, a black cloud of buzzing insects had engulfed the car, forcing firefighters to wear full safety gear -- complete with oxygen tanks and face masks -- with temperatures in the 90s.
Safety workers doused the bees with water and foam while they tried to free Cossairt, who was taken to a nearby hospital with broken legs and multiple bee stings. She was remained at Lutheran Hospital on Thursday.
A neighbor, along with a paramedic and seven firefighters, were also hospitalized for bee stings and heat-related symptoms.
"You can't really train for that. You don't really know. You look for downed power lines. You don't look for a million bees," said Master Trooper Bob Brophy, commander of the Indiana State Police's Fort Wayne post.
Bee expert Stan Grove, a biology professor at Goshen College, said the insects are most active in warm weather when they furiously fan their wings to cool the temperature of the hive.
"They don't like to be jostled," Grove said. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 3rd, 2006|12:49 am] |
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| | sad | ] |
I was going to bitch at someone... but what's the point. I hate being angry. And jealous. Jelousy sucks.
I've never felt like such a complete and total moron... And I can't freaking vent about it or cry about it... Cuz HEY I'm happy girl.... right? Fuck. That sounds like a good word. Don't get sad... get fucking pissed off. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 3rd, 2006|12:43 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | angry | ] |
| [ | groove of the post |
| | Sting - Sacred Love | ] |
*sighs*
I've always wondered if I was good enough. But before I really didn't care. Now, with everything clashing together I find I care more than ever. Before I didn't care if I wasn't accepted to all the colleges I applied to as long as I found a good college. But now, all I want is to get into Marymount.
However, I don't think that's gonna happen...
Before I was estatic to go back to school. Now, not so much. I really don't want to be in the company of people who don't like me for hours on end. And it's getting more competitive...
So, if I'm bitchy (which I know is going to happen) and self-centered until I find out if I'm getting into Marymount well then know I'm probably a) really stressed or b) really pissed at you...
right now it's b...
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